lost

i dont knw what i shld do now. a part of me tells me its my fault another says it isnt and that i just have to leave thgs as they are. well so what i shld i do now? tried praying abt it. perhaps God is using this opportunity to teach me that sometimes i need to learn hw to let go of thgs. and perhaps he is teaching me that i shldnt be so stubborn. no matter wat, God's answer will reveal the real purpose He has for me. i will just be patient for the time being and WAIT.

wkend's gone again! gosh i really wonder why 2 days pass so quickly compared to the 5 wkdays....its just another 3 days....so why do the 5 wkdays seem such a drag?!?!?!! but nonetheless it was a gd sat spent! with mq of course...one thg i must mention is how similar our parents are...esp our moms right? hahha the only diff is the lang they speak heehee....the analogy they use, the way they speak...gosh hw similar can they get....then again i guess that explains why me and mq are so similar i guess...same upbringing hee...right girl? but seriously i realised gd friends are gd friends afterall. its like tho we didnt meet up for a long period of time...but i thk we nv run out of topics to tlk abt and we are willign to share and understand each other's thoughts! :) well girl, here's a huge hug frm me!!! lets meet up more often in the future:)

oh well this wks gonna be tough...so resting early..till then...