i am tired. i really am. i thk i need some time to myself. away from everythg. to just let me enjoy some time for myself which i hvnt done so in ages.

an exciting december ahead :)

kinda excited over the arrival of dec! yup cos this sun will be the pre tour briefing of my taiwan trip in dec! then following which, next wk will be Jean's wedding! the big event of the year hee then then it'd be long awaited for end of the year break! and when i come back, xmas is only days away!!! yippee!!! but well many activities means lots of time to catch up with my work needed. first mth end closing with my new job scope would start nxt wk. so that means strss level is building high next wk. boohoo.


flight time has been changed to past midnight. i love going to the airport at night cos it makes going overseas so exciting cos i mean hw often do u go to the airport late at night right? but well the bad part is i can never fall asleep on the plane and since the tour begins next day, i thk i better learn to be less fussy and jus fall asleep on the plane. hee.
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today is a real bad day. we hv been trying to handover our new job scope to colleagues since last wk.the person who is gg to handover to me keep saying she is v busy. ok everyone's busy so dont give me that excuse. so i tot ok nvm wat ab next mon latest since thu is closing alr. "oh but thu i got to do this writeup which is due on tue. and wed i got no time to brief you cos sure got amendments to make" i looked at her and told her closign is starting on thu. i need to learn. the next sentence if the most annoying sentence and the most irresponsible sentence i hv ever heard I will help you do closing( I just knew she wldnt be so kind. so read on). you do the difficult portion i do the easy portion anyone with a sane mind would that you that is nonsensical. for goodness sake, you nv handover to me hw i do the difficult part? yes i seldom blow up at ppl in face nv in office. so dont try ur luck. i was so mad at the sentence till i cld feel my blood pressure rising. urgh. irresponsible. yes you are gg on maternity leave next month. i m covering your duties but pls be more responsible in handing over. instead of cc me blindly all those stupid emails which i dont need info at all. handing over means clearing outstanding issues then hadnover. not throw ur shit to ppl for ppl to clear!!!

i thk my current job is really making me v drained. woke up this morning with a headache. then aft takign medication, now i feel really dizzy. i feel i can faint anytime. gosh. i hope i can still make my way out of office later safely. :(

Been really busy last few wks as there were alot of returns due. hmm looks like nov onwards will be even busier. Got news last wk that there will be job rotation in my team. that means new job scope. well i wont say its bad cos ultimately my new job scope will let me learn much more as compared to my current portfolio of departments. My current depts are not very active so nothing much to handle other than the occasional ad hoc projs which drive me nuts. well somehow it seems as if God is teling me i shldnt move out of my current job. I was so close in securing a job. Ended up being the last 2 to be shortlisted for the final interview. but the final one just has to fall on the day i had to attend a course. then subseq when I came back, I was told abt the new job scope. It seems like God is tellign me that either 1) the new job isnt suitable for me or 2) I shld stay i my current job to learn. Will definitely cont to pray for it.

ok time to wrk. ;)