wkend's gone again! gosh i really wonder why 2 days pass so quickly compared to the 5 wkdays....its just another 3 days....so why do the 5 wkdays seem such a drag?!?!?!! but nonetheless it was a gd sat spent! with mq of course...one thg i must mention is how similar our parents are...esp our moms right? hahha the only diff is the lang they speak heehee....the analogy they use, the way they speak...gosh hw similar can they get....then again i guess that explains why me and mq are so similar i guess...same upbringing hee...right girl? but seriously i realised gd friends are gd friends afterall. its like tho we didnt meet up for a long period of time...but i thk we nv run out of topics to tlk abt and we are willign to share and understand each other's thoughts! :) well girl, here's a huge hug frm me!!! lets meet up more often in the future:)

oh well this wks gonna be tough...so resting early..till then...

dalmation

Yes I almost became a dalmation this past wk. cos i went to buy a bottle of cough syrup from a pharmacy and aft tkg it only TWICE in 2 days, i broke out in rash. it started on tues night where i saw 2 which suddenly increased to 7 red spots in abt half hour on my elbow. i knew sth was wrong so quickly took 2 anti histamine. but no use. I woke up the nxt morn with 2 red huge patches on both my elbow. so i went to see a doc and she said it urticaria, otherwise known as hives but she said it shldnt be anythg serious. so i went home and gulp alot of water to wash out the toxins. guess wat?? the next morn i woek up w my legs and arms all covered in gross looking red patches. eww the thought of it still spooks me. i rushed to the doc again and no choice she had to give me steroids to calm it down. altho occasionally i get pimple outbreaks due to steroids. so again i went home thkg i cld go to work the next day. but hey no!!!!! while i was sleeping that night, i cld feel my face itching like crazy and the next day i woek up w my face slightly swollen and arms and legs again all covered in those red patches again. no choice i headed to a skin doc who also said its hives. and this time more steroids. cos anti hist doesnt seem to work. gosh. as hives tend to only come out at night, i dont even dare to sleep deeply these few nights cos i m just so scared i will wake up the next day w patches all over me again :'( thank God the doc's med work. the spreading of the rash has slowed down. and today finally no more. but the cream he gave is too strong such that my face now is v red. legs too. thk tmr gotta go back and ask for a milder cream. sigh 4th day of mc. cant imagine hw hard i'd hv to slog when i go back. mail box will explode. audit schedules all due. sigh. nvm thank goodness thu is labour day. at least i only need to labour at home on that day. >_<

bad thgs come in pairs...in fact more...

Really had a bad day today. Firstly, woke up with a super bloated tummy this morn...thk the curry i had last night caused it...then nvm....submitted a returns to my boss for endorsement...less than half an hr aft i submitted, all i got was a 5-word conversation....lynette, xxx here,,,guo lai (in eng: come over)....gosh....can u learn to be a little bit more polite...i m not ur dog!! and worse still the tone was so demanding...ok that aside....next came a caller who asked abt yr end closing...she complained abt hw our finance dpt is the most ridiculous, bloody weird, no instruc given dpt which she has ever seen...i feel sooooooooooooo much like telling her yes u are the first stupid dpt who cannot understand the circular sent out...>_<>

gg to see the doc tmr. cannot stand this uncomfortable tummy anymore...haiz...what a thursday for me...next wk is the nightmare wk...perhaps i shld just camp in office....:(

adventure of the day

hvnt been blogging for a long long time i realised. but here i am back from my excursion to this landfill which is an offshore island. yes went there to do stock check. met up with another staff at the ferry terminal. v nice and friendly man, always introducing me to the diff operations procedures. when i saw a boat those that u take to batam i happily thought that that was the one we were gg to board. but hey no. he told me its small so i tot its only a LITTLE smaller but who knws its like 2 times smaller. looks like a wooden boat to me with shelter. i m fine not having air con but i m def not comfortable with having no visible life jacket in the vicnity. gosh. and getting on the boat is alr a challenge. but thankfully, the uncles and the staff that followed me there are so nice to me. so that started my 25 min boat ride which was quite bumpy. and thanks to the invention of motion sickness pill i was still walking in a straight line when i got down the boat other than the fact that the steps were so slippery. :( after the stock check, i had VIP treatment. hee was driven ard the island. and saw a really nice scenic view. tho it was so damn hot! yes those who knw me, knws i dont really like the sun. MQ, dont u agree with me? ;) and now that i m back home i really feel terrible. my tummy still feel queasy and i m hvg a throbbing headache. and theres an impt meeting tmr. haiz.

thkg of making the big move. but not sure if this is the right decision. friendships have been fostered and i m comfortable with my current job scope but i wan to see the world out there. thkg thkg.....

back to office once again

Finally back to work after being missing from office for 3 days. was on mc for 2 days then on course on mon. yest was obviously a mad rush in the office. mailbox was flooded and of course, lots of followup to do. but oh well i m still ok though a bit overwhelmed cos i will be on leave on fri! :) then next wk i will be on a 2-day course. then the wk aft will be cny! yoohoo! festive season here i come! :)

at the start of 2008, i thk God is currently teaching me hw to learn to be patient. yes friends who know me know that i can get a little too impatient sometimes. oh well i admit. Not that i dont trust God but its just that i will pray but sometimes i wil expect the answer to come quickly. so yup thk at least for the nxt 6 mths, i will keep reminding me abt the verse from phil 4:6-7.

6Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

but no matter what, every experience is a God given opportunity for learning and personal development. :)

ok time to start working. :)

bad beginning to the new week

woke up on monday with my head spinning :( prob cos sun night i cldnt sleep as my nose was blocked the whole night. so decided to tk the day off and slept at home. but well though i began the wk on a bad note, at least my wkend was not too bad. met up with a fren on fri night for a movie (which i hvnt done so in ages). then sat had a cg fellowship at my plc. hvnt met for such a long time. good gathering i must say. the nightmare began when i stepped into office on tues. Gosh. since when are ppl in my office so efficient. i was walking back from the pantry aft filling up my flask when someone was alr lookg for me. and it was only 840 then! :( then this guy started screaming saying i didnt give up what he watned on mon. but like hello, m in office on monday?!?! unreasonable fellow. then thats not the only addition to my bad day. next is my boss. she wanted me to go for this meeting without any background. when i told her abt it, she keep saying she also didnt knw anythg abt it. i was so angry that i told her upright, if you dont knw do you thk i wld. i mean u keep telling me i must surface thgs i m not sure to you. but when i really surface to you, do you care? like dont say thgs for the sake of saying it. i will forever rem her telling me " your boss will always protect you ".

and todays alr wed!! and i tot it was only mon yest so i told my dpts i will furnish them with some details on wed. but who knws i got the days all mixed up!!!! urgh blur lynette. and todays a really cold day. my kakis in my office are all on course. i m now sitted in some lonely corner where no one wld walk past. haiz. oh well hopefully i can conc better. at least i hv my ipod to keep my company in case its too quiet. oh ya and tlkg abt that, i simply love the song from shania twain...from this moment on...ok call me sua gu...i hvnt heard of this song until recently...after my colleague gave me the mp3....:p but yup nice song... lyrics as below:

(I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything
and everything and I will always care. Through weakness
and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better, for worse,
I will love you with every beat of my heart.)

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live I will love you,
I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live I will love you,
I promise you this There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

first post of the year

the past yr zoomed past so quickly. yes sometimes too overwhelming but i must say i have really learnt alot the past yr. have not finished compiling my resolutions this yr just yet. perhaps too many. hee. nvm i will post it up once i have it ready :)

this wk is my nightmare wk. jus as when i tot mon i will go to wrk and clear thgs up with my colleague who will be gg on maternity leave, she is alr on leave cos she gave birth on sun! Gosh! so many outstanding issues which i have no backgrd at all! and to make thgs worse, its closing wk and i cannot finish!!! phone keep ringing, ppl keep hunting me for figures!!!!!! Growls. I only have 2 hands mind you. if i can help i will. but like hello if its not urgent dont keep calling me!!!!

ok sidetrack...you might not knw what i am tlkg abt below. but yup i need to write down what i feel. thk perhaps some of you might knw.
one has always heard that words hurt. but sometimes they land you in trouble or insult you instead. no matter where we are, we always have to thk if what we are gg to say is appropriate or not. if sth is spoken at the wrong time, the subj which you are tlkg abt is in a way insulted. be it in work or outside. basically thk b4 you tlk!